Wishing for something to be different locks you into a disempowered state. Because wishing implies that you are lacking. You can only perceive yourself as lacking anything if you have misperceived yourself.
Let your only wish be your complete surrender to your function as a lighthouse in this world.
The fulfillment of your function is guaranteed. Your role is to return to your awareness what you are in Reality, and that Reality was not established by you but by your Creator.
Through surrender you will start awakening and through awakened eyes you will see the world transform into what you always wanted it to be. Without ever concerning yourself with the details of your life; without wishing for anything to be different than it is, you will find that all your wishes have already been granted.
Such is the power of surrender.