My first memory is not really a memory, but a sense of not belonging in this world, coupled with a longing for something that felt elemental but was missing. I couldn’t name or understand that yearning until many years later but I felt brokenhearted and homesick from the start. I also knew that the people around me and the things the world was mesmerized with could never fill that void. But I tried anyway.
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My first memory is not really a memory, but a sense of not belonging in this world, coupled with a longing for something that felt elemental but was missing. I couldn’t name or understand that yearning until many years later but I felt brokenhearted and homesick from the start. I also knew that the people around me and the things the world was mesmerized with could never fill that void. But I tried anyway.
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Atlas shrugged the heavy weight off of his shoulders when he realized that he doesn’t know what’s in his best interest. The heavy load he carried was his misguided belief that he is his own maker. He thought he had to find his own way in this inverted world.
When the fallen world became too chaotic and unstable to continue to carry the weight, Atlas buckled, finally landing on his knees and asking to be guided.
His shrugging was an act of courageous surrender that opened the portal to God within his own heart, whose unbound and eternally free nature knows the way out of illusions of separation and the prison of suffering.
The collective Atlas is barely holding on to the weight on his tired shoulders right now. But he’s still stubbornly holding on, dreading that shrugging off the weight would hurl him into annihilation. Atlas is still listening to the shrieking of the ego, the imposter self, telling him to continue to hold on to his old ways. Those old ways serve the parasitic ego but not you, dear Atlas. Listen instead to the other voice, the one that’s coming from your eternal heart and has been whispering to let go. You don’t know the way but in your heart dwells the One who does. He’s been waiting for you to invite Him to guide you. He is your true Self.
The parasite called ego made its pseudo home in hell and will use all of its tricks to keep you there, Atlas. The ego needs you as its host and has made you its hostage. You don’t belong in hell because you are a child of God. You simply forgot what you are.
Shrug now because your surrender is inevitable. You have no idea now what glory and power await you on the other side. The temporary pain you’re about to go through will be the shedding of ancient illusions. It’s not the end of you but the end of ego’s dominion over you.
It’s time to set yourself free, dear Atlas. Be still and know how loved you are.
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Having retreated into your own cocoon, away from the ravages of the world
Having surrendered your old self to the depths of your heart’s calling
Knowing that a seed needs darkness to grow
Guided by an inner light brighter than the sun
You free fell
Into the most beautiful metamorphosis
Dying to illusion, knowing that only illusions can die
Remembering life, knowing that you are life itself
You are now emerging as your new yet familiar and timeless Self
Your wings witnesses to your regenesis
Now only Light remains
Because only Light is
And you are That.
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The world is only in conflict if you are. This doesn’t mean that the world is a perpetually wonderful experience for those free of inner conflict. But it does mean that their experience is one of peace, clarity, truth and love, precisely because they have seen through, and chosen against, the deception of the world and its favorite trap, which are special relationships.
If you’re conflicted within yourself, you’ll subconsciously hold on to a conflicted picture of reality. As within, so without: there are no exceptions to this simple rule.
In the world of time and space, one’s perception is also one’s reality; the projector (mind) determines what the screen (world) is showing. But most are completely unaware of this simple cause and effect relationship and are therefore unaware that one’s own mind always runs one’s show. This lack of awareness is intentional but subconscious, and is the gist of ego’s game of insisting on its own upside down idea that the world (rather than one’s own mind) dictates one’s experience.
Holding on to a conflicted picture of reality can’t lead to peace, but until the 2020s, it was possible to temporarily uphold an image of a self that appears to be at peace. If you maintained certain ideals and values as the core of your self image, getting along with others who are walking the same surface path of the world was relatively easy. As long as everyone stayed on the surface and didn’t disrupt one another’s masks, relationships seemed relatively easy.
But just like an image is not the real Self, appearances are not reality and therefore can’t sustain themselves, especially when the collective projector (mind) is challenged in unprecedented ways. The beginning of the 2020s signaled the end of appearances masquerading as collective reality. The old isn’t coming back because this time, the genie is so far out of the bottle that backtracking isn’t an option.
For those with ears to hear, this is the best possible news. Those of us who are aligned with Light made a decision long ago for darkness and deception to end, and are now experiencing the echoes of that wish being fulfilled. The world of time and space is being cleaned up. The chaotic behavior in people right now is just the ancient inner conflict being force-swept out from underneath the collective rug. The house will be spotlessly clean soon enough, no matter how hard most are still trying to hide the dirt under their own rugs.
Those free of inner conflict now are those who willingly stepped into the alchemical fire of their inner work while the rest continued to give in to the temptations of the ego, indulging in its varied but equally wayward and sick satisfactions. Everyone is drawn to whoever they believe is their maker. In the world of duality, there are only two sides to choose from and one must choose a side: Light or darkness; Truth or illusion; God or ego. The choices have been made and are obvious to see for those who want to see. Not surprisingly, those who want to see are also those who are relatively free or inner conflict.
The only way to be free of inner conflict is to be aware of your true nature as unbound, God created spirit, or Christ. Consequently, you will live on earth as a sovereign individual who chooses God as the only authority and the Holy Spirit, or intuition, as the only guidance. The last two years have offered an unprecedented and auspicious opportunity to become sovereign, or align with Truth and nothing else. This time has also shown that most people are not interested in sovereignty or truth, but are still holding on to ego’s empty promises of specialness and grandiosity.
This is precisely why these end times have been overflowing with opportunities for setting oneself free: Since all conflict here is tied to relationships in one way or another, the early 2020s have shown you exactly where the dirt is hiding under your rug. Have you noticed? Have you admitted to yourself yet that you have noticed?
To be free means to be free of inner conflict, which requires your full time commitment to Truth, to God, to Light, to your Self. No dirt will be left standing after these relentless but golden winds of change have finished blasting through this conflict ridden realm we call earth. You may have thought that these end times were about the outer world, as though there were such a thing independent of you, and that you can just distract yourself and wait for the dust to settle. These end times, my dear ones, are about you; specifically about you setting yourself free from all egoic entanglements the world taught you to cherish.
These are end times for the ego’s world, but if you’ve allowed the Light of God to guide your heart, this is just the beginning. The most wonderful beginning indeed.
